So I did go and get myself analyzed. I was prescribed meds for social anxiety. Effexor. At first I hated it.... of course, I was drinking at the time and it caused the med to work crazily. But once I let go of the drink, and gave the med a shot, I found a new contentedness, a new calm with my surroundings. I've been taking it since. Going on a year and 4 months.
I also met with a counselor a couple of times. I could tell she didn't really feel comfortable with me, nor me with her, it just didn't work out. I'd like to find another but yet I'm really not looking now.
I like talking with Blanca a lot. I just like being around her. I share a lot with her.
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